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About Me Member Lurker Renee Brown17/Female/United States

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What Did You Say?

What did you say? I swear I just heard it I heard those sweet words coming from your mouth..
What did you say? I swear you were mumbling mind speaking up I swear I just heard those sweet words those words that make me smile those words that make me blush
What did you say? Because I swear you just admitted to me that you loved me I swear I just heard them or was my mind betraying me..
What did you say? I think you said "I love you" oh say those sweet words again.. In my head they are like a melody...

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I see YouI look into your eyes, deep brown the sparkle which lights them up You smile at me and I can see deep into your heart Then I just know I see you
Days later, I notice a change
your eyes turn darker no longer can I see the sparks
Chorus: I wish I could see you I wish I could see you I wish I could see you again
When the days grow colder, so do you The bright heart I used  to know, and what I was able to see is now gone
Chorus: I wish I could see you I wish I could see you
I wish I could see you again &nbs I see You
by ~rizahgirl56

Feelin' Remains The SameLook I know its been a while
Yeah I know But the feelin' just remains the same I cannot stop it Yeah I know its wrong but hell I still feel it anyway I mean screw it what I feel ain't anyones buisness but yours Since the day you broke my heart its just remainin the same I cant get rid of this feelin oh no I cant.. *chorus* Oh my feelings still remain the same I know its wrong but I can still feel this way Oh oh I know its wrong but ya know what screw what you say Oh its still feelin' the same way
You and I both know its wrong and its twiste Feelin' Remains The Same
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Misery everywhere
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Heavily BrokenEvery night I see you but you are really not there In my heart its painful to knwo you will never be there..
It hurts..my heart is broken but is being repaired Not easily but it will be unbroken soon.. I wonder...
If you think about me at night If you want to even care about me If you think over things.. Just as I do
I think about these things before I fall asleep.. I cry at night
I then fall asleep..
But why? Because I am heavily broken Again I am broken and again.. and again.. Heavily Broken
by ~rizahgirl56

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schitzophreniaIn my head the pain is real The voices whisper and mumble Their words are unintelligable My brain is throbbing it hurts so bad I can feel them, their hands on my arms They make my flesh crawl My breath hitch, my hair stand on end I feel like I'm drowning, yet there's no water My mind is swarming, I hear them Yet no words I can make out I'm chocking on the darkness Wrapping itself around my throat Strangling me in the night The medication is supposed to help But it just numbs my whole person I can't feel, can't think I'm a machine, a puppet Fo schitzophrenia
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crazyy crazyy summer

Tue Jul 7, 2009, 5:22 PM

Mood: Love Dazed
Listening to: Kelly Pickler
Reading: Embrace the Night
Drinking: agua

soo heres my update..whoot big deal *cough* not
I am doing to add my poems that I wrote when I was MEGA young..in my real depression stage...
I swear I am also going to add my songs.

I am also practicing Wicca majorly, despite what anyone really says about it.
Ok so today I was supposed to meet marcus...haha that didnt happen because his girlfriend todl him not to. What a damn pain in my ass. I really want to grr...*inner peace*
So I waited around for 3 fucking hours waiting for him to come over from Pheonix...grrr..spent most of the time on the phone with my bf (Alex yeah 2 months into it). mahhnn *sigh* today I guess sucked so much.

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Current Residence: Tucson.....
Interests: anime and Wii
Favourite movie: Sweeny Todd: The Demon Barber of Fleet Street
Favourite band or musician: Indigo Girls, Pink, Norah Jones, Saving Jane, Evanesence, 3 Doors Down, Utada Hikaru, Ayumi
Favourite genre of music: electronic,rock,metal,J-pop, punk,
Favourite artist: The Azoic
Favourite poet or writer: Stephenie Meyer, John Grisham and James Patterson
Operating System: Computer eMac
MP3 player of choice: Ipod saving up for a video 80 gig classic
Wallpaper of choice: anything with favorite artists OR Law and Order
Skin of choice: purple
Favourite game: I LOVE the Wii
Favourite gaming platform: Wii
Favourite cartoon character: Riza Hawkeye and Edward Elric
Personal Quote: Fear is nothing compaired to love
Tools of the Trade: voice and writing